Daddy I miss you. I miss you more than I could possibly put into words but I’m sure you already know that. People say time heals but it seems with each year, each month, each day it just gets harder and harder. The pain just keeps growing and there are days like today where it just sits in my chest threatening to explode. It’s the weirdest feeling. I feel empty, soulless, heartless even. But yet I feel so full of pain, sadness and grief. And yet feel so much joy and love all at the same time.